Tuesday, June 29, 2004
Someone has been away in New York for more than a month. We haven't talked during this month (because he doesn't have a phone there) and we haven't emailed for the past week. I wanted to see whether he will email me without me initiating it. Apparently not.
Is this a silent breakup? I told myself to let it go as I should have done long ago. The head says yes but the heart says no.
My handphone rang just now and it was a private number. My heart skipped a beat. It wasn't him.
I miss him.
Pathetic. Loser. I know, I know.